DAY 67- That word that defines/drives me...
We humans are very strange....while we are completely aware of the fact that our life is limited we still plan everything in life...and blame the entire universe..God..or whatever we call it for not making it happen. Strange isn't it?
Of the many many emotions I have experienced(I do experience a million of them in any given point in time) what is the strongest..I ask myself? While I would love to say Love, Strength, beauty or any of the synonyms, it actually is FEAR..Fear of animals..nature..humans..situations..illness...bad reputation..branding...so much fear in such a short life span.
One part of me is that philosophical mature person who keeps nagging me to live in the moment..live for myself..live the way I want to live...but the demon of fear engulfs all of that and shuts the doors to peace and positivity.
Is overcoming fear a conscious effort I wonder!
Many a times I have feared situations which didn't even happen or even if it did..passed like a cloud...but no matter how many of those situations I face...FEAR rules...Something to fear each day..each moment.
Of all the fears I realise the strongest is fear for humans...One has to be completely distrusting this race to live in this constant agony..Dont you think?
The thing is...but for the fear...life would be peaceful perhaps but also uneventful..So I always need to choose between whether I want "uneventful" and "bland" or " spicy" and "risky"..
So the greatest learning or goal perhaps that I think I have for myself is to be fearless and I have also come to realise that fearless is the synonym for wisdom..It is always ignorance that leads to fear..
Dear Universe, please please bless me with wisdom...to overcome the demon of fear..to LIVE and just not exist..
Dear Universe...Please bless me with peace
Amen!
Of the many many emotions I have experienced(I do experience a million of them in any given point in time) what is the strongest..I ask myself? While I would love to say Love, Strength, beauty or any of the synonyms, it actually is FEAR..Fear of animals..nature..humans..situations..illness...bad reputation..branding...so much fear in such a short life span.
One part of me is that philosophical mature person who keeps nagging me to live in the moment..live for myself..live the way I want to live...but the demon of fear engulfs all of that and shuts the doors to peace and positivity.
Is overcoming fear a conscious effort I wonder!
Many a times I have feared situations which didn't even happen or even if it did..passed like a cloud...but no matter how many of those situations I face...FEAR rules...Something to fear each day..each moment.
Of all the fears I realise the strongest is fear for humans...One has to be completely distrusting this race to live in this constant agony..Dont you think?
The thing is...but for the fear...life would be peaceful perhaps but also uneventful..So I always need to choose between whether I want "uneventful" and "bland" or " spicy" and "risky"..
So the greatest learning or goal perhaps that I think I have for myself is to be fearless and I have also come to realise that fearless is the synonym for wisdom..It is always ignorance that leads to fear..
Dear Universe, please please bless me with wisdom...to overcome the demon of fear..to LIVE and just not exist..
Dear Universe...Please bless me with peace
Amen!
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